April 10, 2006

fleet week

Everything is so fleeting. I find myself lying here clinging to what remains of my spring break. Clinging to the minutes as I watch my last hour of solace, of freedom wipe away in the indigo of his clock. Lying here in and out of dreams. I had woken up every hour throughout last night to make sure I didn’t miss my teeth cleaning in the morning as if my sub-conscience felt his alarm would not function the one day I needed it. I made it to the appointment and had to wait over half an hour and has the women raped my gums all I could think of was getting back into the warm boyness that is his bed for one more hour of my vacation. As my final hour came to a close I lied in his bed listening to his heavy breathing thinking how much I wanted to stay and keep hiding there in the sweltering heat that I had grown so accustomed to during my vacation. Spending days and nights wrapped in blankets, in arms hiding from the world, hiding form school and papers that needed to be written. My life had been put on hold more almost a week and a half and there I was holding onto minutes and seconds as they ticked by in ultra-blue. My countdown until summer reads 42 days and yet I still feel as if the semester never started. Everything is so fleeting, childhood, love, life and here I am holding onto to minutes, tears and hands.

10 comments:

Alice: In Wonderland or Not said...

let em go - they'll come back. Again and again and again and again.

Hope your break was great.

Rio said...

i think thats half the problem they just keep coming back and i think im addicted.

Doug said...

Rio, it sounds like they're addicted too.

Croaker said...

It sounds hard to resist.

Aaron said...

Hey Rio, a haiku blog actually sounds like a good idea... that is, if there are enough contributors, it shouldn't matter if one or two get pressed for time, right? (and speaking of being pressed for time, the semester is almost over so I'll be back posting and leaving comments in no time) -- I'd love to start the thing, but if you'd rather do it that's cool too -- let me know!

Rielle said...

I just came across your blog and I'm really enjoying it. :)

finnegan said...

Ditto what Alice said.

Be greatful about your spring break. I get only 4 days.

Rio said...

doug. i think they are too cause i keep running into these problems, if you can call it a problem

croaker. its the nicest its ever been

aaron. id prefer you do it because you seem more experienced with haiku... maybe something like haiku a week or so with topics we can continue to brainstorm

rielle. welcome and i love your stuff i took a look, keep coming back

finnegan. im sorry you only got 4 days of spring break and frankly id like to ditto alice's whole life.

Doug said...

I wouldn't call it a problem. Differently tragic?

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